Wednesday, 13 November 2019

THE FRANCISCAN LEGACY, The Conference at Durham 5-7 November 2019

The Franciscan Legacy
Assessing the continuing significance of St Francis and the Franciscan traditions of
Theology, Spirituality and Action
In Honour of the 800th Anniversary of St Francis’ meeting with Sultan Malek Al-Kamil
Durham 5-7 November 2019 


This Conference was hosted by the Centre for Catholic Studies in Durham University. known as CCS and sponsored by the Franciscan Families of the UK and Ireland. Each day there was a major presentation from one of the stars present - and it was star studded, believe me! 

I travelled up to Durham (what a long way1) with two of the Littlehampton Franciscans, Rather to our surprise we arrived at about 3.30 (after a 6.30 start) into a tree filled Durham and rain and golden leaves strewn on the ground. We wanted to buy some supper since we had been warned that none would be provided at Ushaw that evening, this was our top priority, and we walked up into the shopping precinct, crossing a tumultuous river which had washed a whole tree downstream and marooned it on the weir. We went into a little shop which sold everything and bought some chippatas and peanut butter, drinks and Turkish coffee which the lovely red-headed lady assured us did not need any cafetière (she was sort of right!). Then we got a taxi out to Ushaw which was about five miles into the country. We had a nice Keralan taxi driver with a large statue of Our Lady on his dashboard. As we got out and paid Clare astonished me by speaking to him in what sounded like fluent Hindi (or something), he was every pleased as you can imagine. 
We arrived at Durham and began to meet people, first Sr Angela and Sr Francis from Bothwell Poor Clares, driven down by Br George. All greeted us warmly, then Sr Dominic and Veronica emerged from their rooms when they heard us and we later found Francisca from Arkley and Francis Clare who were there too as well as Carolin from the Anglican Poor Clares near Oxford, a good contingent. Nothing happened that night except supper and bed, the rooms were warm and spacious, en suite and clean. From my window I looked out onto extensive grounds filled with trees and the next morning awoke to two pairs of Little Owls discussing the day. Each morning I was there I heard them, such a treat, especially as the timetable was so tight that there were no gaps to walk in the woods or even to get wet outside. Once I left my room for Mass at 7.00 I did not return until bedtime. Strong meat.
Tuesday 5 November began with registration , a participants list, a time table and a necessary map. Ushaw was designed by Pugin for over 100 seminarians and everything was Catholic grandiose and large. We walked miles each day! The chapel (there were two) was huge, Pugin-esq and cold, beautifully carved choir stalls, indecipherable Gothic texts around the walls, high ceilings all decorated etc. 
After coffee we went to the Exhibition Hall where I was roped in to say an opening prayer and then on to the opening Lecture given by a Professor Mary Heimann from Cardiff University, Constructing and deconstructing St Francis. This was a whistle stop tour of Franciscan history from about 1208 to the present day, very competent but a bit hurried as she had a long history to cover and only an hour! There was a question time though only ten minutes, our first taste of the exigencies of the timetable!!
Following that and setting the pattern for the next three days, were Parallel Papers, all listed in out initial handout, all happening at the same time and to the same model, 20 minutes’ talk, five minutes’ questions, 5 minutes to get to the next talk! That phase wet on until 4.10 pm and you could have attended three talks but had to choose which to miss unless you could bilocate. You had to make hard choices I assure you. My talk was in the first slot on Tuesday which meant I could relax after that and enjoy myself, once I had found the room I was in. The theological students from Durham chaired these talks and must have been sternly schooled as the passed a slip to the speaker saying ‘Two more Minutes’ then stopped them politely on time, five mins’ questions and then off to the next one! I spoke about Clare’s take on ecology and lots came, sitting on the floor and into the passage, and the questions were good, serious and interested.
That evening we had very interesting lectures, three 20 minute talks in plenary session on Francis’ meeting with the Sultan. The speakers were first Micahel Cusato ofm, always easy to hear (and read0 asking if the meeting really happened (of course!) and then discussing it. Pashcal Robert, ofm from Pakistan came next and spoke about Dialogue as a vision for a better world and was followed by Mona Siddiqui who I have sometiems heard on the Moral Maze, speaking about sharing meals  under the title Rethinkling Hospitality in Christian-Moslem Encounter. All excellent. This session was chaired by Cardinal Michael Fitzgerald M Afr, such a nice man and clearly loved by all who knew him.
Wednesday 6 November followed the same pattern and the main speaker today was Ilia Delio Living Creation Theology in the Context of Contemporary Science: the Distinctive Contribution of the Franciscan Theological Tradition. She spoke without notes but with slides and was riveting. I have heard her speak before and not always understood what she said but this was without doubt, brilliant and I would like to hear it all again. I understand the talks are going to made available on the Durham CCS website though in what form I don’t know. They had hoped for recordings but the microphone kept blasting out and wrecked it. I was asked for my text so presumably others were too and they will appear indue course. When I know more, I will pass it on. There is a meeting in London soon to consider what is next so clearly grass is not going to be allowed to grow. This is partly the influence of James Bonner ofm cap and Jane Bertelsen FMDM, both busy people who probably want it sorted!
Again the main talk was followed by Parallel Paper Sessions. On this day I went to hear Dr Carmen Mangion who some of us know, speaking about changes in thePoor Clare 1950-1970, a very curious experience! We had a grand dinner that day, 180 people mostly Francsicans, sitting at refectory tables and being waited on by the students. A very nice but simple meal, soup, then salmon with a tomato sauce and broccoli followed by blackcurrant crumble and custard, everything served already dished up. Amazingly it was also hot! I sat opposite two Dutch friars and we spoke of Theo Zweerman ofm and Sr Edith (still alive). The younger said to me with real sorrow that he had never met Theo but wished he had. On the strength of that I went to hear his talk about the Conversion Experience and then onto Dominic Abbott because I know his mum, Brenda Abbott. He spoke about univocity which seems simply to mean that when we speak of the being of God and our own being, we mean the same thing by ‘being’ At least I hope that is right!!! He was good but nervous, still at university with his hair cut so it stood  up on end and looked hardly out of the nursery but clearly understood his stuff. He was challenged by Richard Cross who is a world authority on Scotus and Dominic I thought came out of that well. 
In the evening we piled into coaches and went into Durham University for he satellite link with Richard Rohr ofm. Technology grumbled a bit but once working was excellent. He looked well though I understand his cancer has reactivated. At first he seemed tired (it was about 9.00 am in New Mexico) but like a true extrovert he gathered energy as he went along especially once he could see us on the satellite link. In a way what he said was vintage Richard Rohr, like hearing a chapter of his book, but he was immensely lovable and you could feel the warmth towards him. I was pleased to learn he has a new dog! 
After that come went on to Evening Prayer but Francisca, Carolin and I went out for a meal (not otherwise provided) and scooped up an Anglican student on the way so the four of us went to Bill’s and had a lovely supper together. Then got a taxi back to Durham. And so to bed!
Thursday 7 November Began in Durham University science department, not sure why, with a talk by Bill Short on  the Conformities of Bernard of Besse which has now been translated and is about to be published - three volumes i think like the Omnibus, nine years’ work. Then Richard Cross spoke about love in the Franciscan Tradition, brilliant and I am looking forward to reading the text eventually. 
There was a break, not for coffee but for a group photo in the rain! Then we trooped back upstairs and heard Prof John McCafferty from Dublin speaking most interestingly and wittily about Franciscan History. He was followed by a reading of the talk from Sr Mary Beth Ingham, scheduled to be there but she was in a car crash and having surgery on her foot at the time. This lacked that something when it is person’s own stuff, the topic was Franciscan Curriculum, from Content to Pedagogy but I have to admit it did not put my pulse up, though might have done under other circumstance. After her Jacques Dalarun spoke about the newly rediscovered life of Francis in perfect English with a beautiful French accent. In the questions at the end he said his wife is also doing research and all the time looking out for anything to do with Clare or Agnes, all good news. Then suddenly it was all over at 12.50 as planned. By 1.00 everyone had begun to vanish, amazing!


Among those who were there, a big bunch of Anglican Franciscans, eight Poor Clares which pleased the organisers very much, fourteen FMDMs, seven or eight Caps, several Conventuals and OFMs and some sisters of St Clare, including Ogilvie as was, so nice to see her again after all this time. There were quite a lot of secular Franciscans both Catholic and Anglican and I knew enough people that I rapidly began to have fun - and why else do we go all that way?

Friday, 4 October 2019

A catch up blog for October

   Friday 4 October
A very happy feast of St Francis to one and all! The pilgrimage is drawing to a close, only one more big visiting day and then a final day to visit sanctuaries and pack then the worst bit of all, the 3.00 am start for Rome! Ah well, it is not a package tour!!

Yesterday we went to the leper places, travelling amid a raging thunderstorm with lightening and rolling crashes of thunder, down to San Rufinuccio who was a small boy martyred for refusing to lie, and is buried here in one of the former leper places. There we had Mass and then went round to one of my favourite places, La Maddalena, the Magdalen chapel which had formerly been the chapel of the women lepers in Clare's time and where it seems each year more accepted that she and the sisters came to work with the lepers here. There was an added dimension this year in that some of the Franciscan Missionaries of the Divine Motherhood had worked in leper colonies and leper hospitals so it all had great relevance for them. 

Then we went on to Rivo Torto, the storm was dying down by now but for the first time in all these years the stream was rushing with water, i have never seen this before, due to all the earlier rain. It was still raining actually and not only that but there was  Mass in the church, a cardinal preaching. This not only meant we could not come out of the rain but had no place for the talk on fraternitas which is important because it sets the pattern of real relationships within the brothers and sisters and a change from the more monastic 'being alone with God'. So we hopped in the taxis and went back to the Casa and had the talk in comfort in the conference room. This was better than sitting in discomfort on the wall at Rivotorto and we should have done it years ago! Too late now to get good ideas! At one point we thought we would collect these ideas and hand them on the the next team (not yet fully chosen) but decided to spare them as they will do it their own way anyhow and quite rightly.

At 3.30 we had a ritual of the Transitus of Francis, beautifully done and very moving and closing with the traditional cakes which Lady Jacoba brought for him. Then the energetic went off the the Porziuncola for the main Transitus and, miraculously, got ringside seats and saw and heard everything and came back blessed to the eyeballs and high as kites.

We had another farewell dinner given in Murray's honour. Regular readers of this blog will know that we usually go out-to the home of Marcello the taxi driver (now retired) and his wife Marissa who cooks here at Casa P Giovanni, and their son Massimo who now runs the taxi firm, his Czech wife Nadia and their son Alessandro, also Marina the daughter, husband Paolo and two sons Andrea and Pietro, who was asleep upstairs. He must be four or five by now I think. As last year, Marissa made a traditional polenta for Murray with-a delicious sauce and chunks of their home made sausages and salami etc etc sitting on top.  
He was not required to eat it all himself but had lots of help and the non meat eaters had a delicious pasta after several anti pasti, including some peppers stuffed with olive and anchovy which was out of this world. These were home made but if I see some at the fair tomorrow I will try and bring them back.

And so to bed, eventually, driving back through the dark and it had become very cold and via S Paolo was like a wind tunnel with a north wind whistling down it. I was very snug in my new shoes. I may not have mentioned that the walking shoes I had bought nearly killed me in St Peter's and left me with three black toes and a blood blister. So I gave them to Simona, the woman running Oasi and wore an unsuitable pair of slip ons I had picked up for nothing in the supermarket which clearly would not do. So one day here I, and two of the pilgrims, went out in a taxi to Bastia to a shop called Scarpe e Scarpe, Shoes and Shoes, which turned out to be the truth. It was as big as a supermarket and full of boxes of shoes! Every size, colour, shape and style! My two companions took charge of my Poor Clare ignorance about shoes, we were there for hours, I tried on at least eight pairs and every time I said they were comfortable they made me walk up and down for two minutes minimum to see. Finally this paid off, I bought a very nice pair, a sort of dark grey, the most comfortable shoes I have ever had in my discalced life. I am thinking of never taking them off but regarding them as two little dark grey hooves. Better still, they were labelled vegan ie no animal fabrics. And were less than the price I had mentally set as a limit.  Also my tutors approved and so finally we came back rejoicing and I feel like a little donkey putting on my comfortable hooves every morning, then being so comfortable I dont think about them again until evening. 

I am trying to think what I have not recorded, and I know the moving day at la Verna was part of it. We went there on 1 October, the weather held and an energetic group climbed to the top of the mountain. It was a funny visit in some ways in that half the chapels were shut and locked and the whole place seemed shut down for winter. So we had things in unusual places but God made it work. The group is very flexible and nobody grumbled or moaned at all! the pic is the outside of the basilica high on the mountain top. Then in the bus on the way home I read Francis' farewell to the mountain, just managing to get through in one piece as for we three it is also the last time. Shorter pilgrimages dont come here as it is a hole day trip. For some reason the Americans get all romantic about the English accent with this reading but at least I held it together!

I will try and send this off now, not sure about pics. If you get two in the blog then You will know it worked!
Love to all ft

I did not work. I will send pics separately

Monday, 30 September 2019

Thurs and Fri, 26 27, September

Thursday 26 September
This morning was an early breakfast and taxis at 8.00 for Porziuncola. Everyone was on time, in place and no hiccups. Praise the Lord! We had Mass almost as soon as we arrived, a little ahead of schedule but that pleases the sisters in the sacristy who then have ten minutes or so in hand if something gets out of schedule later on. There did not seem to be as many people as some years which meant a nice peaceful Mass with Andre's excellent homily about our Lady, one of his best. After Mass, they have a historical visit with Murray and Andre and I went off to be there when the picnic lunches came. This is the time when the pilgrims are paired off and given a cestina or picnic and invited to go off together and share. The names are drawn out of a hat so it is always interesting to see who God has decided to pair off with whom. As far as I heard, it all went well and in some cases very well indeed and no disasters! In fact there is no need to stay with a disaster if they dont want to since they all have bus tickets to return to the Casa and can do so whenever they choose.

They had a lecture that evening which I think was Murray on the Canticle of Creation, one of his best. I seem to have used the back of that sheet of the schedule for something else! Andre also taught them the Canticle in the Umbrian dialect which I havent heard yet but imagine they are going to sing at some point. There are some good singers in the group so everyone sings better then their best, always a good feel. 

The next day, Friday 27 September we all went to San Damiano, only one visit this year, usually we have gone once of Francis and once for Clare, but it makes a-lot of overlap sow e tried only the one visit this time. 

They had a power point presentation of the work Don Marino Bigaroni believes Francis did on the building and we had Mass in the small side room during which I disgraced myself by getting poorly. I have had a chest infection which is going round and the Farmacista gave me some powerful antibiotics. This was the first day. As Mass went on I felt sicker and sicker, in the end I said to Andre 'Is there a sink here?' He was saying his prayers so said 'what do you want a sink for? So I said firmly I am going to be sick! Not sure what happened next but I found myself outside amid hundreds of tourists, my head in a large paper bag over A Waste paper basket being held by someone else. In the event the moment passed but it did mean that when each day the antibiotic had this effect, i was ready for it! In the end nothing happened but easily could have! Fortunately, as it cleared I felt better and was able to do my work there which was the guided tour and explanations etc etc. It went OK and as I got to each room, i remembered what i was supposed to say in it, so I think it went off well enough.

Somewhere in all this, ironically enough, Murray and I did a healing service at San Damiano and anointed everyone including each other, and it seems to have worked for them all though maybe not for me! Then back to the Casa for pranzo and riposo, much needed, and in the late afternoon there was supposed to be a film of Assisi in World War II but we could not get thenDVD to show the English subtitles. This was the first big hiccup but was followed next day by my power point on Clare and the San Damiano crucifix when the laptop refused to show it from-a flash drive, we  changed the laptop, no. One of the pilgrims had an idea, No. we tried every suggestion made but no, so in the end I told them what it said,  ot the same actually but the best avaioable, the third crash was when we got to San Paolo in Bastia and the Benedictines for the first time ever, did not show up. After a while I rang them but they seemed to know nothing about us! Yet i had not only been in touch with Sr Noemi the Abbess but had had a warm reply from her and, thank heaven, forwarded it to Andre. So we did not have Mass but had a liturgy of the Word, i gave the homily and the three Poor Clares renewed their vows, and it was lovely, nicer I half think!

The rest of the Bastia day, which was actually today, Monday 30 September, went well.  The visit was good, the talks went alright, after dinner I took the two Poor Clares to the Protomonastery to see the place. I did not go myself, or not beyond the door, as I went off to buy a pair of walking shoes, much needed, since the ones I had bought to come were too tight and gave me black toes, so I gave them away. This time I asked to of the pilgrims to come and help me make a better choice and they did. I tried on about six or eight pairs, resisted pink shoes with flowers on and finally managed to buy a pair that were the ultimate in comfort and were totally vegan as well, lots of bonuses!


Tonight the Casa are hosting a dinner party for Murray for some of his friends here in Assisi, about 20 are coming, i am rather dreading it, all in Italian and lots of people who only know me as a hanger on to Murray! But he is dreading it too though he jumped at it when Andre suggested it first and spent yesterday writing a speech in his best Italian. I am sure there will be tears and laughter in abundance and may well be wonderful. I do hope so for his sake as this is not being easy and he is looking very stressed and tired, worn out with emotion! So more of that in my next. I think there is still a day to catch up,on but it will have to come out of turn. Love to one and all ft

Sunday, 29 September 2019

Wednesday 25 September

Wednesday 25  September, i have a bit of catching up to do and hope to manage it during the course of today which is a free day. So on Wednesday 25 we had an early breakfast then a hike through the city to the pullman or (in English the coach)! As always there were two people who thought they knew the way so went ahead and got lost, not a recipe for a peaceful start, but we weathered it, found them and all got on board in time. At that early hour, the city only allows busses to park for a certain time, half and hour or so, after which they have to pay for a parking place for the whole day. It probably makes sense in the car park economy but doesnt allow for independent pilgrims who get lost! However all went well, we zoomed out of Assisi into the Perugia rush hour and so north into Tuscany and Lago Trasimeno. We arrived in very good time, long enough for a cup of coffee under the tamarisk trees beside the lake. These trees always intrigue me as we have one which sprawls all over the place. But here the various shoots from the ground are firmly wound together to for a sort of trunk and the they umbrella out from the top, and must look beautiful in the spring when in flower. Thee were men there fishing though, as usual, not apparently catching anything, but the lake supports a lot of wild life so must have fish in. We got on the ferry and set sail for the island. As we passed one of the other islands, no less than six herons flew from out of the tree tops and across the water, looking all tied together with string, legs dangling and croaking harshly. I also saw egrets, grebe, seagulls as well as some smaller birds.

We had Mass on the island since we have discovered both the small church near the seafront and the young lady who looks after it. So that was nice and Mass at the sanctuary all helps to set the day out of the rush of pilgrimage. After Mass we walked everyone round to the place where Francis traditionally landed and told them the story of how he came there for Lent with two loaves of bread and at the end of Lent, had only eaten half a loaf. Then everyone was let off the lead, so to speak and they soon all vanished. Some sat near the water and ate their cestina or picnic and others climbed the hill to the little chapel of St Michael where there are some early frescoes. The dayw as hot, I sat by the water and watched the egret working his way along the shore, while the grebes further out were catching their dinner. The lake is a bit of a mystery as there in no inlet of water, that is no stream or river runs into it, and also there are no outlets. In fact the water level was about two yards lower than last year since it has been a very dry year and obviously the lake relies on rainwater to get topped up.

It was lovely sitting there quietly and not feeling I should rush around and see everything, one of the perks of having seen it in previous years. I felt that quite afternoon with the ripple of eater did me more good than all the frescoes in Italy!


Finally the time came to catch the ferry back and everyone turned up in good order. The clouds were moving in and thunder was forecast as we got into the coach but we took a risk and went north a little more to visit Cortona and the shrine of St Margaret of Cortona. This is where they have had her head reconstructed by computer from the measurements of her skull, to give a lifelike impression of a very lively and lovely young woman. We took a group photo of the OFS members of the group, about ten of them which was really nice. When I get it, I will forward it for inclusion on our OFSGB site if they will accept it. It will let people know this great patron is here and perhaps encourage them to visit for themselves sometime. Then, as always, we made our way back to Assisi and escaped the thunderstorm which rumbled around the valley off and on all night. 

Friday, 27 September 2019

Tuesday 24 September

Tuesday 24 September

This morning the valley is full of mist and from my window on the first floor, I can see no further than the rooftop across the road. The bells all sound muffled and there doesnt seem to be any traffic. This must be what Clare had in mind when she said to Agnes not to let mist and cloud overwhelm her. She had seen mist and cloud filling the valley as a powerful image. This morning we go to S. Maria Maggiore and then San Rufino with a lecture this afternoon from Andre on Franciscan Solitude in preparation for tomorrow which is a day of solitude on the island.

Later n the day. We had a lovely Mass at Santa Maria Maggiore, celebrated by Murray and followed by a moving ritual of Francis before the bishop. Francis was played by the young friar on the pilgrimage who is severely dyslexic but was determined to do it, and it gave the whole ritual a completely new dimension and he read very carefully through his part. The most moving ever I think. Then a historical visit, this church is built almost certainly over the villa of the poet Propertius and you can g down into the cellar which was his living room level, and imagine him setting there with-a cool glass of wine, writing a poem and looking out over the Spoleto valley. 

There has been something precious about coming back to these places year after year, like visiting old friends and introducing them to other friends. I had not really realised how many friends I had made in this way, and as my Italian gets easier, how many living-now friends I have made as well. So far I have not walked around the city each morning like I used to but am waiting in hope for my knees to be less painful which is slowly happening! The more one walks the better it goes, that's for sure.

After S Maria Maggiore we had a coffee break and, for Andre and me a pan cacciato, hinter's bread, a sort of savoury cheese bun with walnuts in.  Murray can eat nuts poor mutt as this bun is only made at this time of year. It also offers a welcome sit down before meeting the pilgrims again at the fountain in Piazza Comune and leading them up to San Rufino where we had an historical visit, some input on where Clare really lived, on the old Cathedral and the new one (consecrated in 1228) and then went in to the chapel for War victims, the. Down to the small place where Francis used to pray all night before preaching on a Sunday morning. A sobering thought! t this point in the programme we also have a renewal of baptismal promises with holy water from the actual font where Francis, Clare, Frederic II and various others were baptised. Until very recently this was the only font in the city but now they have more as the suburbs have expanded so much.

This morning for the first time we saw people begging in the city. But today there was a young man crippled, who said he was Romanian, begging outside San Rufino. He has somewhere to sleep, he said, but no income so he cant buy food. Heaven knows how he got here from Roumania as he did look genuinely crippled, not just 'for the tourists crippled'. Assisi always had a no begging policy which seemed a little strange in the home of Francis, but they must have relaxed it at least, probably, enough to licence some of them. Since San Rufino is the main cathedral, there is no way he could sit in the porch begging without some sort of OK.

So it was quite a full morning and walking up and down hills in between, I dont know which is harder on the knees! So we are always glad of the siesta time and the afternoon. Back at 5.30 forAndre's lecture on Franciscan solitude, then supper and then we are showing the film Francesco, assuming all the gadgets work (that seems to have become my worry!)! Tomorrow we go to the island, hence the talk on solitude.

The weather is very unsettled, during the night there was thick mist over all the valley but mid-morning it cleared up and the sun came up, though not without some cloud companions! Yesterday we had a mega thunderstorm with lightning and thunder rolling round the valley. It reminded me of the one and only time I flew fromPerugia and we sat for ages in the p,ane and the pilot explained that he was waiting for the storm to return to Assisi before takingnoff! Eventually it did just that and off we flew!


Everyone here is keeping up with Greta Thunberg at the UN though the Americans are very despairing about Trump. They think he is mentally sick and impervious to anything. I hope not. Meanwhile we cheer ourselves up with the news that an unknown Cimabue painting has come on the market, after all these centuries! End of page, so love to you all and prayers in these places.

Tuesday, 24 September 2019

Monday 23 September

Monday 23 September
This is the first day in Assisi and, as Andre likes to say, we hot the ground running with Morning Prayer on the roof garden at 7.00. I went up at about 6.30 and put my washing in the machine (staff only privilege!) and the garden was dark and the valley full of mist and all the seats were wet. Little by little things got lighter and a bit drier and by 7.00 it was all manageable though too misty to point out all the spires and towers of Assisi, which is usually part of it. We read the Salutation to Assisi and a couple of other readings about it and sang some songs in greeting, and the Blackbirds chuckled around us as they found breakfast after the rain, and pigeons got on with their pigeony business. Then we had breakfast, or some did, and off to the Chiesa Nuova for Mass at 8.30. 

Since last year all the frescoes have finished being cleaned, the last two years they have had scaffolding up, so the portraits of the early friars were clear and fresh and the huge fresco of the Moroccan martyrs being disembowelled was gorier than ever! But it all looked clean and nice and cared for. We saw where Francis' father imprisoned him for bad behaviour and his mother let him out, then moved to the area where they think the shop was and more of the home, now all chapels for children and praying for children, especially the sick ones.

Again we had a long coffee break then reconvened for a historical tour of the Piazza Comune, winding up at Bernard of Quintavalle's house and back in time for pranzo. After the siesta Murray had a talk on Francis and non-violence, which gets better each time I hear it, usually we then encourage people to go up to the Rocca if they wish, but by the time we got to that plnt in the programme, the thunderstorm had set in and it was not only far too wet but probably dangerous to prance around on a hilltop anyway, so they had a breathing space which I dont think they regretted at all. Finally we got together in the chapel here at Papa Giovanni and had a ritual about Francis¡ meeting with the Sultan. This was very nicely read by one of the couples on the pilgrimage, very clear and distinct. And one of the Nigerian sisters told us about a peace initiative in Nigeria between the Christians and the Moslems, especially up in the north where Boko Haram had been so busy. The sisters (FMDM) just live there doing good works, feeding the hungry and doing what Francis says in the 1221 Rule, going among the non-Christians and preaching without words but by their way of life.

As always the FMDMs are impressive. They tell me they have just had a chapter and re-elected Jane for another term, I mention it as some of us know her.


Love to one and all ft

Monday, 23 September 2019

Thursday 19 September

Thursday 19 September - Poggio Bustone

This is one of the days that got missed out and I secretly hoped nobody would notice, but not a bit of it. I have had at least three emails or messages asking where it is. So here it is!

From Greccio where we were staying this year, Poggio is right across the whole width of the valley, much further than it was from Cabrini. That Cabrini house has been closed and the sisters gone somewhere else. It is true that Etorina was very unwell and the other two were elderly,  but no more so than we three. It all looks different when you get there! But their presence in the valley is much missed and I guess that is far stronger than we have been able to pick up. Anyway, we got there, Guido our driver was as good as they always are, negotiating the U-turns with skill and calm. 

The weather was cloudy and the road lined with fig trees, to Andre's fury as his pampered tree in New York still wont give figs and it is becoming a personal contest! Luca, the guardian is still there and says he expects to remain there until they find another fool to take over. There were three dogs hanging around, none of them belonging there but are from the village and they wander up to the sanctuary because (Luca's opinion) there is more happening and they get nibbles from the pilgrims!

We had Mass and an excellent homily from Andre and those who wanted had a chance of confession since this is the place where Francis finally accepted that he was forgiven. Then they had a historical visit though not a lot to see and mostly climbing down a tight crevasse to another of Francis' caves where only the slim or semi slim can pass! Then the energetic climbed the mountain. I went and sat in the picnic area and looked at the wonderfully wooded hills rolling in all directions.  No wonder that they say the UK is the most sparsely tree covered country in Europe. As I sat there gazing and thinking and just sitting, every now and again I heard the bell on the to of the mountain which each climber rings when they reach the top. So all the climbers made it and came down tired but pleased with themselves.

About midday we left to return to Oasi for 1.00 pranzo, a siesta and in the late afternoon we had a lecture and after supper a Preparation for Greccio, that very moving ritual where we pass the bambino around among the pilgrims. It always touches cords of one sort and another. 

This is a very comfortable group and, as we later discovered, all of them have been to Assisi before, though some only for a day or two and often it was thirty years ago. But it seems to make a difference, and certainly is easier for us. Ten FMDMs is certainly a bonus as they always bring a wealth of experience and have done so again. Two are Nigerian and two from Singapore, three are Irish and the rest UK. Then we have two married couples and two deacons so Murray and Andre 'have' one each if you follow me. There are about five people who have recently been bereaved and that seems to give a certain depth to the group and to any discussions. Then there are two other Poor Clares, Nelia  from Cincinnati and Sharon fromS Carolina. This is really nice as I know both those communities and Sharon came on the pilgrimage some years ago before she entered. Now she is finally professed and had not expected to come again but hers is one of the communities where they draw lots each year for who is to come and to her amazement her name came out. She was a professional singer and has a lovely voice. I remember her singing the Canticle of Creation in the Mantra version, it was the first year we had those books and it sounded wonderful. Being a musician must be as taxing on a pilgrimage as it is in a community but she is just peacefully bumbling on and when asked to sing, she sings. Then there is a young Irish friar coming up for solemn profession next year, who is probably the only one in the group who can still run! So all in all it is an interesting group, the average age is probably higher than usual but that is Ok too.

At the moment there is a massive thunderstorm going on. Fortunately there is nothing out scheduled for the rest of today, Murray has a lecture on Francis and non-violence and then there is a prayers service on the same. Usually we take them up to the Rocca at this point but with this thunderstorm raging on it may not be wise!


More in my next!

Sunday 22 September

So here we are, about to leave the Rieti valley which Francis very much loved, and move on to Assisi which he also loved though it was, I guess, a more complex relationship. And that rather complex relationship has come down to us all, I think, in that the relationship we have with Assisi has a wide range of feelings. In a curious way it is the goal of our pilgrimage, but at the same time it is only the start of it. We come to Assisi in order to find, experience, discover, understand or simply to be nourished by the sense of drinking the river near the source. Assisi will offer us innumerable things, some of which we know we are looking for and some may well be a surprise or even a shock. But for the moment I would like to connect our journey with an important ,journey made by Francis and his first companions in 1208, when they too were approaching Assisi, though a very different city from the one we are going to approach. By that I dont really mean because 800 years have passed or because it has changed or because we are people of a very different culture etc etc. Rather I mean that in 1208/9 Assisi was still a symbol for the brothers of all they had renounced whereas for us it is no longer that. So to pick up the story of Francis . . .

When I first read The Rediscovered Life of Francis, that short version which Thomas made somewhere before 1239, I was very struck by one short paragraph which, to my surprise I later discovered was in all the other accounts by Thomas as well. The paragraph refers to the 15 day stay which Francis and his first brothers made at Orte on their way back from seeing Innocent III. It has already been mentioned but I dont apologise for doing so again because I really believe it to be important because it set the agenda for all that was to come. The extract from the sources for today refers back to that stay at Orte, not explicitly but, coming as it does from the Three Companions, I think we can accept that the reference is there. This made me think that we are being invited at this point to stop and reflect.

On that journey in 1208/9 from Rome to Assisi, we are told that the brothers discussed how they were to live the Gospel life which the Pope had just told them they could do. It is as if they said to themselves: When we wake up tomorrow morning, what will be different? What are we to do that we did not do before? So they did the obvious thing and consulted the Gospel itself which told them: 'Seek first the kingdom of God and its justice'. And they spent the next 15 days discerning together about what that meant and how they were to do it. And in the opening words of the reading from the Sources we are told:
The servant of God, Francis, stripped of all that is of the world, is free for God's justice.
'He is free for God's justice' - unless we connect this to the days of searching at Orte, that phrase remains simply a pious expression, but if we connect the two texts, then we are being told something of significance, which is what I would like to try and unpack with you, because we should not forget that we too are on the way from Rome  to Assisi. We too are following the same journey both geographically and spiritually.

The three companions, Angelo, Leo and Rufino, who wrote today's text many years after Francis' death, had all been part of that original group which had gone to Rome with him. Together they had made a commitment to Lady Poverty which shaped the rest of their lives. In order to understand this and to gain some insight into the power it had for them for the rest of their lives, we need to recall the passage about Orte because that shows us how their commitment to Lady Poverty was closely connected to their thinking about the kingdom of God and its justice. They started from the simple conviction that our Heavenly Father is the source of everything. This made them realise that nothing was theirs, and they began to understand sine proprio (having nothing of their own), was a way of living which imitated the generosity and open-handedness of the Father. Being troubadours at heart, they called this a commitment to the Lady Poverty. She was and is closely linked to justice. As Francis used to say, if a poor man needed something he, Francis, had, then it belonged to that poor man. Lady Poverty is Kingdom living whereas the poverty of the impoverished is the fruit of injustice. This is the link between Lady poverty and the justice of the Kingdom. 

So when the Companions tell us that Francis was now free for God's justice, we sit up and - as Bonaventure says in the Journey- we prick up our spiritual ears. We attend to what is going on.
(Fox cubs, pricking ears, Dad's here!)
So we, with our pricked ears, hear the three companions telling us that, free for God's justice, Francis is able
- to Give himself to God's service in every way
- to comfort the priest in the same way that the bishop had comforted him
- to begin praising God
- then to turn to repairing the church.


When we look at the first reading for Mass this morning, from the Book of Revelation, we have what we could call the architect's model for that repaired church, the holy city Jerusalem. The writer obviously finds it impossible to describe the beauty of the city. It has the glory of God, radiant like a very rare jewel, angels at every gateway shining like pure gold, clear as glass. Even the sun and the moon are eclipsed, outshone,  by the light of the glory of God which is at the heart of this city. The whole world walks by its light and all the glory and honour of earthly kingdoms are just a poor offering in this temple. And the temple itself is the Lord God Almighty, there is no other.


So our texts for today give us a map for the true and ultimate pilgrimage which we are all making. We think we are travelling from Rome to Assisi via Rieti but the texts tell us that something far greater is also going on Though we may not know what that is. However this moment of departure for Assisi is an ideal time to pause and look at the spiritual view, to check the map and to get our spiritual breath both individually and collectively. Reading this map, we see once again that Francis is like a mirror for us showing us our personal journey, and he is also a mirror in the sense of giving us an example. This is why the Three Companions tell us that once he had shed all his unnecessary baggage, he was 'free for God's justice'. This is not the goal of our spiritual journey but the starting point, of the kingdom. 

So perhaps the first thing to check out on our map is what we understand by God's justice. We touched on it yesterday at La Foresta when we prayed for our Sister Mother Earth and the restoration of God's kingdom on her. There is a Taizè chant which says:
The kingdom of God is justice and peace and joy in the Holy Spirit
And this is what Francis was beginning to find, justice, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit.  This is what the scripture reading must mean when it says that people bring into the Kingdom 'glory and honour'. When those three come together, justice, peace and joy, then we can go forward trusting that we are working for the Kingdom of God. 

The 3 Companions, who all their lives pondered on the deeper meaning of Francis, show us how he did this. Because he finally 
accepted God's forgiveness at Poggio Bustone, he was now free for God's justice.

He was also free to share with others the gifts given to him, I think that is the meaning of 'the comfort he gave to the priest'. St Paul says somewhere about sharing with others the same comfort that we ourselves have received. This is a first stage in the life of justice and the companions saw it at work in Francis.

The next thing Francis did was to praise God, this is the true work of justice. Justice means giving others what is due to them. In daily life it often means things like paying our debts and telling the truth. In relation to God is means much the same, giving back to God all that we owe and telling the truth by acknowledging the wonder of God. So Francis began to praise God and to speak of God as good, all good, supreme good, the only good. 

Only after all those spiritual foundation stones were in place was he free to turn to the material dimension. He was began to create beauty outside because he had been restored to beauty inside. He began repairing the material fabric of the church and only gradually began to understand that God's plans were greater than three small buildings. 

We are told that he turned to obtaining stones to repair the churches, and God gave him brothers as stones for the spiritual building of the Church. So just as yesterday at La Foresta, the story of the vineyard and Francis became a mini version of the greater story of our planet, so here the story of Francis rebuilding the church is a mini version of every Franciscan vocation. In more ways than anyone can count, Franciscans of every kind and every degree of commitment and with every different level of awareness, are all called to the rebuilding of the church. By the goodness of God, we have a pope who even though he is a Jesuit, is profoundly Franciscan and knows that together we are all summoned to rebuild the church. So as we leave the Rieti valley and leave Rome even further behind us, let us look forward to the things that are before us, the tasks and the gifts. As we keep   our eyes fixed on Assisi let us not lose sight of the holy city of Jerusalem coming down out of heaven from God. That is our gift and our task.








Saturday, 21 September 2019

Saturday 21 September

This happens every year, that I miss a day for reason, which seemed unavoidable at the time, and then I cant remember what we did and have thrown away yesterday's schedule so there is no help there! Sorry. If it comes back to me I will fill in the day later.

Today we went to two sanctuaries which is unusual on this pilgrimage. It was caused by Fonte Colombo having a wedding this morning. So we went to La Foresta where the people who came flocking to Francis, ate all the priest's grapes from his vineyard but Francis made it up to him. We had Mass for Mother Earth to support the climate change protestors and I spoke as a homily. It seemed to go OK! Then we had time there and Mondo X, that group of young-ish men who are a rehabilitation group based on the rule of Francis, one of them spoke to us, nice man called Bruno. He was a bit older than sometimes and seemed more relaxed. He said he had been there for 27 years, he gave some of us a bunch of lavender and everyone a sun warmed tomato each. The. i asked him about the wonderful deep red geraniums which are always such a feature there and he gave me two cuttings to take with me and said he thought the secret was that they fed the plants with donkey droppings. He may well be right! Perhaps the sheep we had were a mistake!

After some time there for reflection we hopped back into the bus and returned to Oasi for pranzo. At 4.00 we were back on the road. The day was beautiful, clear blue sky and full sun, temperature just dropping from the upper 80s. In the distance was the range of Mount Terminillo high against the sky. There was no snow on it as yet though once or twice there has been at this time-of year. We had to drive right across the Rieti valley to La Foresta but only along to the other end of it for Fonte Colombo. This meant we had a good look at the valley, the sunflowers all dark brown and drooping, waiting for harvest. In one or two fields they had been harvested already and the stalks were being burnt. I saw several fields of millet, the first time I have seen it here. Most of the verges are left long for flowers and there are certainly a lot growing beside the roads. The old grey horse who was here last year is still here in his field with his three goats. It is hard to believe in climate change in these wooded hillsides, but the FMDM sisters from Zimbabwe tell me they have had no rain for four years, hard and rather frightening to imagine. 

Once at Fonte Colombo we went into the church and learnt about the Rule and some of the conflicts around it. They then moved on to the Magdalen chapel where Murray talked about the Tau as there is one drawn on the wall thought to have been done by Francis. Then to the St Michael chapel where, with lighted candles, they have a short liturgy of recommitment to Franciscan values, which they really entered into and seem to have appreciated very much. We were there for about two hours allowing some reflection and 'look around on your own' time and then back into the coach for Greccio. At pranzo there was a big group from Malta and the noise was something else! Tomorrow we will have Mass at 9.00 (Murray and me) and an introduction to Assisi from Andre then into the coach and off to Assisi. They landed a week ago today but have really gelled as a group and are very pleasant and easy to deal with. 


I will send this off and do some advance packing for the morning. At the next chance I will write up yesterday which was the celebration of Christmas at Greccio and an amazing Christmas lunch in the little village of Greccio. All for now, love to everyone from ft

Thursday, 19 September 2019

Wednesday18 September

Wednesday we had an early start, everyone had their bags packed and in the coach before breakfast and they themselves were sitting in their seats well before the departure time. This was the first of the hard ones for Murray as he is probably not returning to Italy again, so he had some sad Goodbyes to say to the staff at Tra Noi since over the years they have become friends and concerns. This is quite a long coach ride up into the hills around Rome, into another regin, the Abruzzi. We climbed a lot or the coach did and gradually we came into wooded hill country. The trees are already beginning to turn colour but it was still hot, though thunderstorms are forecast for Thursday. Finally we reached Tagliacozzo where Francis' first biographer Thomas of Celano is buried, and climbed up through the town to the friary church where he lies in state behind glass. Attilio the Guardian was waiting to greet us and the. Produced another version of himself, his twin. Clearly they are identical and the second one is called Carmine. He gave us a presentation about Thomas which I translated but the whole thing was jovial and informal because that is what they are like! When they had finished, they went off, Andre went off to vest for Mass and I filled the pilgrims in-on the very end of Thomas' life because it is so sad. He wrote two biographies of Francis, one at the request of the pope Gregory IX in 1228 or so, and another in1243 to incorporate the bits the friars felt he had left out. Then in 1258 or so the friars, who were very divided on their image of Francis, asked the new General Bonaventure to writ e life presenting a Francis they could all subscribe to, which he did, two versions, the Legenda Maior and the  Legenda Minor, the long and the short! As part of subscribing to this, the chapter decided all other texts should be destroyed, so Thomas' life's work went up in flames. We only have it today because the Cistercians felt no obligation to burn theirs and kept the manuscripts! For Thomas however this was fairly traumatic and he retired to his home country, the Abbruzzi and became chaplain to the Poor Clares nearby. When he died he was buried there in Val di Varri and it was not until 1500 and something that his remains were moved to the friary he had founded in Taglicozzo.The sources say, rather sadly that he died 'in mistica solitudine',  in mystic solitude.

During the Mass we took time at the Offertory to pray for writers, naming any we knew or liked or had been helped by etc etc, that took a while! Then a short time to look around and we had to make our way to the Hotel Marina where Marcello, our host, was waiting at the door to greet and welcome us. Then we sat down to a beautiful banquet starting with prosciutto, several kinds of salami and for the two vegetarians a tomato and mozarella salad with basil. Then Came fagioli wich are kidney beans ina nice sauce cooked with chunks of lamb's heart and various inner bits, like haggis Andre said though I am not sure I agreed. Again something for the non meat eaters though I cant remember what sorry. Finally though not last we had another regional dish Scarmorza which is a local cheese wrapped in paper and cooked retaining all its juices, very tasty again but very filling. Finally we arrived at the pasta dish which Marcello said was flavoured with orange. It was ordinary tagliatelle with a tomato sauce and this amazing orange aroma. When I asked him how it was made, he laughed and said it was a secret! It was stupendously nice! We had a beautiful local wine, bottles kept getting opened, and at the end we had a dish with a slice of eater melon, a slice of pineapple and two small very light dumplings which he said they call a Bomba, a bomb, drizzled with a rich fruit and wine sauce. Certainly an introduction to the region. The bus driver who came from there said everything was cooked to perfection. It certainly tasted so. Then, at the very end, Marcello came up and made a farewell speech to we three because it was our last time, and gave us each-a gift! We were so touched. The gift was a plate with a picture of Taglicozzo in the snow, each wrapped carefully.

After all that food and emotion and fond farewells and many embraces, we tottered back to the bus because we were now heading for our second hospice in the Rieti Valley and Greccio. The drive was nearly two hours through numerous tunnels under the mountains and so to Oasi, the Franciscan Oasis of Greccio. I think we stayed there during the Poor Clare pilgrimage but am in a bit of a muddle so if nobody remembers it, then maybe we didnt! Although it still belongs to the friars, it is now managed by a married couple, Orlando and Simona with a charming five year old called Francesco who tells me he can count up to ten! 


More anon and as soon as the wifi is better I will send some pics too. Love to all ft

Tuesday 17 September Part 2

tuesday pm
This afternoon we went to St John Lateran, it was very hot but, amazingly, when we started out we seemed to be in a small gap between rush hours and there was nothing like the usual traffic. Sow e arrived in record time, went through security as you have to these days and into the vast portico and looked at the Holy Door, all cemented shut now until the next holy year. It has a complex and beautiful sculpture on the front of the Trinity and Our Lady and the bronze feet of the Son are all shiny with touching and kissing. Then we went inside and the marble flooring is as wonderful as ever. I took yet more photos of it because it just intrigues me every time! There is not so much here of Franciscan history as you might imagine but it is the place where Francis came to meet Innocent III in1208, though obviously not the actual actual building, since that is long burnt down and replaced. Innocent III is buried here. He died in Perugia and was, I think, buried there, but Archbishop Pecci who became Leo XIII had his body brought down and a posh tomb made. Leo XIII is also buried here, important in the history of the friars because he united the many splinter groups into what we now have, friars minor, friars minor capuchin and friars minor conventual, this is the so-called Leonine union, though it took over a hundred years for all the groups to toe the line.

The other notable thing in the Lateran, well two really, one is the apse designed and executed by a Franciscanfriar called Torriti, very beautiful and for once the machine that turned the light on worked instead of gobbling my 2 Euro piece and doing nothing. It is a lovely apse with rivers of life flowing off, two deer drinking and a bunch of saints including Francis and, very small, Nicholas V the Franciscan pope who commissioned it. The other lovely thing is the mediaeval statue of Our Lady which Paul VI bought and pope Francis put - as the label says - here in his church. There are always fresh and healthy looking plants around it and candles burning and people praying there, turning the vast place back into a church. 

After some time to look around, we went into one of the small chapels and had a ritual recalling the visit of Francis to the Pope and the dreams which seem to have guided the whole incident. Innocent had a dream of a tree which grew to tremendous height and which he was told was the beggar he had turned away the day before. So he sent servants to look for hi and they found him with the Antonine Brothers working with the poor. They wore a large Tau on their habits and are thought to be where Francis first saw it and took the idea, though there are also other theories - of course!


After some look-around time, we got back in the coach and returned via the Gianicolo with its spectacular view of Rome, over looking the whole city and then the driver pulled off the coup of taking us back along what must be the only road in Rome that Andre did not know! There is an early start in the morning, the coach arriving at 7.00 as we are leaving Rome and so people had to pack. They had strict instructions to put all suitcases in the coach before 7.30 breakfast so we could get away as soon as possible since we are off to the hills and Tagliacozzo where Francis' biographer Thomas of Celano is buried. And so to bed.

Tuesday, 17 September 2019

Tuesday 17 September

This morning we had a relatively leisurely start with breakfast at 8.00 and at 84.5 we were all on a coach, il Pullman as the Italians call it, heading into the rush hour and Trastevere and San Francesco a Ripa, St Francis on the river bank. Thanks to Mussolini there are now high embankments and Trastevere no longer floods every year, one result of which is that it is no longer the district for the poor only, though it does still seem very much the old Roman district. To buy sn apartment here is probably prohibitive and they say hardly anyone buys houses any more since the price is so high.

We had a nice bus driver, Luigi, and we arrived in good time for Mass at 9.30, Murray was the celebrant and ft the homilist, or should it be homiliste? After that Andre gave a guided tour though it is a very small place after St Peter's 6 acres. The history included St Charles of Sezze, an ofm brother who was told not to write but who left, on his death, six volumes of mystical works. So much for obedience but John XXIII canonised him anyway, thrilled that his very first canonisation was a franciscan as he himself was a secular franciscan. In the next bay to him was Bl Luisa Albertoni, a widow, with a spectacular Bernini monument of her in a somewhat voluptuous extasy! The frescoes in her chapel were being restored and those in St Charles' have been done, lovely glowing colours and sharp focus.

The treat of this place is the little room upstairs behind the sacristy where Francis is reputed to have slept and which has never, by the look of it, been painted since! Charles of Sezze's embalmed heart used to be there in a niche but somebody stole it! The whole church and its still poor setting is one of the places which seem most full of Francis, and of course it was here that he met Lady Giacoba since this land was all owned by her family,,the Settesoli gang. In those days the building was the hospice of St Blaise, whose blessing we still have in February. They must have been glad of him even more in the days when the district was an overcrowded swamp full of malaria mosquitoes - as indeed it still is even though the swamp has gone!

The painter de Chirico is also buried here which is another surprise, and outside the church are three posters saying de Chirico, St Francesco, Beata Luisa. Clearly heaven is egalitarian and you might end up with anyone for a neighbour. Off to pranzo now. St John Lateran this afternoon so watch this space.
Love and prayers to all
ft

Monday, 16 September 2019

Monday 16 September


This is the big day when we go to St Peter's for Mass and then have the visit there. It was ht again but still cool when we set out at 7.30 to walk to St Peter's. The morning traffic was as bad as ever, it dont Think it ever sleeps! The day began excitingly for one pilgrim whose toilet overflowed generously or, as she said, Grossly! She had rung the desk and someone had come to her rescue, including a plumber, then she rang me to do the same. I trotted down a floor and although it was not 'horrible' it was all pretty wet. The staff person promised that it would all be sorted. 'Subito' which officially means at once and really means possibly sometime today! This was demonstrated when nothing had been done by the time we returned for pranzo and she threw a very wobbly wobbly lapsing into broken Spanish since she was, she later said, too upset to remember any Italian! It did not really clarify much! Anyway I poured oil around, recommended 'calma!' And spoke to the staff and as I went back to the lift, it opened and two cleaners came out ready to do their stuff and the lumber to double check and, maybe not to miss any fun!

St Peter's was itself, massive and busy. Tourists are not allowed before 10.00 am and Masses were going on all over the place, but it is so huge that they are only background sounds. I heard Andre say today that the floor of St Peter's is 6 acres, which is as big as six Hollingtons! Andfe's input was a good as always though I noticed he now knows it mostly by heart and hardly used his text. It is a very tiring day and there are no seats there to stop and have a break and I think everyone found it hard. Murray said Mass at the tomb of John XXIII and preached about being the body of Christ, as well as about John himself . The visit followed, looking at key items, art works, tombs and ironies like John XXIII's monument being in the same chapel as Pius X who condemned John for modernism! Or all the names of the bishops who signed the decree of the Immaculate Conception being written on the wall of church under the statue of St Thomas Aquinas who denied the Immaculate Conception as it did not fit with the ideas they then held about the development of the Foetus! And so on . . .

Murray went back to Tra Noi after Mass, I stayed with Andre, partly, for support and partly so that there was a second person incase anything happened. Also at the end we have to collect the small receivers we rent from the Vatican with head phones so everyone can hear without having to shout, this is what makes the visit possible. Then e eryone scattered, the pilgrims were out on their own for pranzo adn Andre and I went to a nearby bar and thankfully sat down and had an orange juice, when we felt up to it we took a taxi back to Tra Noi, he was desperate by then to take his habit off and I was desperate to take my walking shoes off which were killing me. i have decided never to wear them again no matter what! 

We all regrouped at 6.00 and they had two lectures, another double act from Murray abd myself, on the sources we have for Francis and Clare. This was also in preparation for going to Tagliacozzo where Thomas of Celano, Francis' biographer, is buried. Then cena and so to bed.

More anon, watch this space. Love to all, ft